There was a two year gap on my side of things. [He answers easily enough.] I need to figure out how to stop bringing it up and... letting it color things.
You can stop bringing it up, but the second part is impossible. Your world has changed, the colours shifted. They'll never be as they were before. What you need is to work together to find a new future together, in those colours.
[He turns the thought over in his mind, trying to commit that to memory.] It feels easier said than done. I want him to know I love him and missed him, but, it doesn't always-
[He cuts off the thought.] Work together to find a new future, okay. I can do that. We can do that.
I'm going to try. [He means it, even if a bitter thought slips out.] I just need him to stop tanking his only relationships first. All he has is us and he's running.
Don't let yourself focus on who has it worse. [That's a trap.] If his biggest issue is your opinions on his health, would you be able to spend time with him without bringing it up?
[Even with his frustration, Leonardo takes a moment to take a breath and think things over.] Yes, I think I could. It would just take a little time for me to calm down.
[He really wants to stay angry, but, is aware it's not going to help. After Casey reaches out to him, the turtle will realize how badly he meddled.] I'll probably give it a week or two. We need a cool down period. Not like we were talking before this anyway.
You know, he used to be the one who gave me a hard time about pulling away and trying to handle things by myself. Now he's doing it for our own good or- whatever. [Leo pauses, realizing he's going to work himself up again.] If I don't stop, you'll never hear the end of it
You're the one who gave me a boost of energy, and I'm a natural-born yapper. Just you wait. I could go for hours. [Yet, he is not. There is only so much bitching he can manage.] Before the heroic commander shtick, I was the guy that my whole family wanted to be quiet all the time.
Pretttty sure you've threatened to mute me before. [He assumes it some kind of magic spell.]
I guess I could yap about something else. I mean... I dunno how that spell would even work anyway. [The most dangerous topic of them all magic. Leonardo hasn't made it much of a secret he's fascinated by magic. Sure, he could bitch about Donnie for ages, but... he's now thinking about magic.] I was thinking about magic back in my world recently, anyway. Since, I think a lot of it came from the Crying Titan?
[He will wait with bated breath for the day Caduceus finally mutes him. It will be a funny threat coming true. For now? Well, Leo is info dumping going to ramble.]
The Crying Titan was this giant statue in the center of the Hidden City. The statue was the source of this green goop called Empyrean. In far as Draxum told me, and I gleaned from other yokai, it was the source of the yokai people. Potent and magical. Dunno how much of that was folklore or truth, you know?
Sometimes I wondered if anyone taking another drink from the waters around The Crying Titan would become more magical or just change again?
Huh... sounds like the sort of thing that would be interesting to discover, but I wouldn't want to be the first one to step up and try it.
[More magical could be good, and useful. But the "change" part is a little too nebulous for his liking. He pauses, though. Actually, the name is familiar.]
I think I've heard that word before... Draxum spoke of it once.
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[He didn't start seeing Casey for counselling until a while after his arrival, so the time difference could be different from what he recalls.]
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[He cuts off the thought.] Work together to find a new future, okay. I can do that. We can do that.
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It will be slow-going. Have faith in him, and yourself, but be patient. Slowly, Leo.
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I can do patience. I've been so patient already.
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[Or a man living on the edge of a breakdown.]
It's alright to need to vent. It can help you keep control in other aspects of your life, when it really counts.
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You know me, an infinite well of patience.
Yeah, I know, all I can even do right now is vent. Vent and check on Casey given all of this is probably worse for him.
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[If not more. Considering how volatile the fight was, with Leo coming back bloodied? Yeah, might need extra time to cool down from that.]
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[One or two weeks is a pretty good timeline. Best not to come in too hot, or wait too long.]
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[He's got a lot to say, far be it for Caduceus to make him suppress it.]
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I guess I could yap about something else. I mean... I dunno how that spell would even work anyway. [The most dangerous topic of them all magic. Leonardo hasn't made it much of a secret he's fascinated by magic. Sure, he could bitch about Donnie for ages, but... he's now thinking about magic.] I was thinking about magic back in my world recently, anyway. Since, I think a lot of it came from the Crying Titan?
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He quirks a brow at the mention.]
Crying Titan?
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info dumpinggoing to ramble.]The Crying Titan was this giant statue in the center of the Hidden City. The statue was the source of this green goop called Empyrean. In far as Draxum told me, and I gleaned from other yokai, it was the source of the yokai people. Potent and magical. Dunno how much of that was folklore or truth, you know?
Sometimes I wondered if anyone taking another drink from the waters around The Crying Titan would become more magical or just change again?
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[More magical could be good, and useful. But the "change" part is a little too nebulous for his liking. He pauses, though. Actually, the name is familiar.]
I think I've heard that word before... Draxum spoke of it once.
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