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[steepwithdead]

[What mind tricks now???]

I'm familiar with a spell, a form of memory manipulation. Cast by a strong enough individual, it can completely rewrite the memory of a particular event. What actually occurred is erased, and the target remembers what they are told they remember. Isn't that interesting?

[He takes a sip of his tea. Jedi mind trick, indeed.]

[licensetocrane]

[...so we gotta make Cad watch Star Wars, check.]

Oh. Yeah, very interestin'. [Huff.] No surprise at all, there. That, uh... sounds like a powerful spell prone to bein' abused.

[steepwithdead]

[He would be thoroughly lost by like, ALL of it, but it could be very funny.]

Certainly could be. There's ways of fighting it, and the only person I know capable of using it would mostly only cast it for important reasons. Or maybe harmless shenanigans.

[She's just Like That. (Dear Wildmother, he misses Jester so much. All of them, mostly Fjord, but especially Jester.)]

[licensetocrane]

Harmless shenigans can be important, I guess. That person's not here, I take it?

[Just to accidentally rub it in more.]

[steepwithdead]

[Ow, ow, ow. Good thing he's got a good poker face.]

No. She's the sort of person everyone would know is here, if she was.

[licensetocrane]

[BLISSFULLY IGNORANT. Also mildly disappointed.]

I'll keep that in mind. [...] How do you fight it?

[Because that would probably come in handy to know.]

[steepwithdead]

[Good question. He's not even sure how to answer.]

Mental and emotional fortitude, mostly. The easiest way to describe it is your sense of self must be stronger than the magic of their creativity. It isn't a sure thing, but it'd help.

[licensetocrane]

Hmm. I'd like to say I have an amazin' sense of self, and yet here I am in Folkmore. [Hah.]

[steepwithdead]

No reason why you still can't. It's not a 100% guarantee to stave off the effect, nor is it confirmed this is how she pulled us here. It's only a theory.

[licensetocrane]

[He did say that, didn't he.]

True. I just wish I knew what her real motives were, but I guess that's not exactly in your wheelhouse. [Heh.] A lot of conversations with me end up raggin' on Thirteen. Sorry.

[steepwithdead]

That's alright. She's a contentious subject. In truth I'm surprised more conversations don't end up like this. In that sense it's refreshing.

[More of a collective problem that they all share than an exclusive or personal one. He's great at sympathy and empathy, those are his great strengths, but it's not often he gets to properly share the experience.]

[licensetocrane]

Really? I'm kinda surprised too, buuuut I guess a lotta people turn up here already...uh, stressed. [None of her business.] I guess I should be glad I got no real baggage of my own.

[Her baggage is. Almost completely fallout from other people's baggage.]

[steepwithdead]

[Girl your baggage is everyone else's baggage.]

Do you think that may be why you're taking on so much of everyone else's troubles?

[licensetocrane]

...probably. [She doesn't have to really think about that one, but she's reluctant to say so anyway, because she's worried what his response to that's gonna be.]

I'm the big sister. Everyone else is doin' so much worse, I'm just... juggling. Kinda.

[steepwithdead]

Even big siblings need breaks sometimes, no matter how good or bad they're doing.

[Girl, please. There are adults who can and should be helping with this.]

[licensetocrane]

[Problem is April's nearly 20 and is basically thinking she's the adult in this situation.]

Yeah, but I can't just pretend they don't need me, y'know? I know outright I make it easier for them by bein' here. [And she's got no problem with that whatsoever; it's a relief to know she's not entirely useless.] To steal a meme, I'd follow 'em to hell and back, I just wish they'd stop goin' there.

[steepwithdead]

[Caduceus, who has no idea what a meme is, at least can accept it as a phrase in context. It isn't the time or place to be a boomer. (He doesn't know what that is, either.)]

You don't have to pretend anything like that. A break isn't the same as ignoring them, it's self-healing while you can, so you can be strong for them later.

[licensetocrane]

[Just don't ever mention you don't know what memes are, Cad.]

Mm. [It's agreement. Reluctant though it is, but she knows carer's fatigue is a thing, yada yada.]

Just seems they tend to do dumb shit while I'm not around, so I'm not sure how much of a break I can take, or how to take it. You know every time this place puts me in a coma, one of them dies?

[steepwithdead]

[It'll come out eventually and he will be doomed. He might get them already, eg. Rue texting him weird captioned photos he just sends thumbs up for because he doesn't get it and it's been too long to ask.]

I... did not know that. Have you been subjected to many comas?

[He's heard about at least two deaths...]

[licensetocrane]

Two so far. One because of Thirteen back when all the Lore went wild...? I dunno why.

[She hesitates.] The second was kind of a... familiar bond gone wrong.

[steepwithdead]

[Caduceus's brows furrow at that.]

A bond gone wrong?

[He hasn't formed any bonds in this world, personally, so he's never heard of such a thing.]

[licensetocrane]

Well... it's probably working as intended, but we didn't choose the way it worked. [She gives an unhappy frown.] From what I can tell, most people can like... feel other people's emotions and know if they're happy or sad or whatever?

For us, it was physical. And I only got mostly the one emotion from Dee the entire time before everything went to hell. I didn't really know what it was until it was too late. I was just cold all the time.

...then he, uh... well, it was fear. I worked that part out. He's been runnin' on terror for a while. Then things went wrong with his huge mad science experiment and he took that to extremes and I ended up hypothermic.

...he didn't mean to hurt me. He didn't even know.

[steepwithdead]

[Hm. That does seem to be the way bonds can work in this world. He's been leery of ever getting one, not that he had anyone to pledge to. If things had been different while Fjord was here, and he remembered everything they'd been through together, maybe, but... no.]

I'm sorry that was your experience. It's my understanding that these role connections are meant to support one another, not hinder. He wasn't aware of your condition?

[He's gathered that Donnie was mostly hiding himself away, but with such a close-knit family, news tends to travel. If he was that isolated, there's been a major communication breakdown, worse than he was aware of.]

[licensetocrane]

No. He'd been shuttin' himself away a lot more, and we were just startin' to talk about interventions... [Her lip curls, because she hates the sound of that, but when someone gets that closed off it's no longer obsessive nerdery, it's obsessive... something else.]

But he kinda disappeared completely about the time I got sick. People tried to call in and got no response. I found out later he had no clue, but that was kind of a given. He wouldn't just let that stand.

[steepwithdead]

Mm... so you became ill, fell into a coma, and he did a whole lot of science crime and died while you were out. And we've circled back to that helplessness you're struggling with.

[Because what could possibly make someone more helpless than being unconscious while their dearest friend got themselves killed doing all of that?]