It's ironic. He masked so well, for so long, now that he isn't bothering anymore, he's gotten... less aware of how to communicate? Less emotionally present? I don't know. I'm just frustrated. Okay, maybe just pissed off.
Apparently it's different with Bucky. Because Bucky needs him. Meanwhile, I'm 'choosing a stranger first', 'I trust a guy I barely know over my own twin', and how 'Maybe it would have been better if I just bled out' since I dared to bring you along to help.
[The more he dwells, the more upset he gets about the whole thing.
He loves Caduceus, but he isn't going to ruin the friendship. Even then, he doesn't feel ready to even entertain the idea of dating. He's not emotionally okay enough to even try.]
He did. He said some of it before when we came to rescue him, but he doubled down on all of it. I thought, maybe with time, he'd cool off. But, no. He's just dug in. He made up his damn mind.
Donnie also just keeps comparing you to Usagi. You're my friend, Caduceus. I'm not trying to get in your pants, even if my brother seems convinced otherwise. I don't understand why he thinks I'm a stupid whore.
I think the only way I'd make him happy is if I left him alone forever, or I just never had anyone else. What am I supposed to do?
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Apparently it's different with Bucky. Because Bucky needs him. Meanwhile, I'm 'choosing a stranger first', 'I trust a guy I barely know over my own twin', and how 'Maybe it would have been better if I just bled out' since I dared to bring you along to help.
I feel like I'm going insane right now.
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[Just because Caduceus was there? All he died was heal Donatello and then wander off for transportation.]
Different rules apply to you that don't apply to him, it seems.
cw: slut shaming sort of?
He loves Caduceus, but he isn't going to ruin the friendship. Even then, he doesn't feel ready to even entertain the idea of dating. He's not emotionally okay enough to even try.]
He did. He said some of it before when we came to rescue him, but he doubled down on all of it. I thought, maybe with time, he'd cool off. But, no. He's just dug in. He made up his damn mind.
Donnie also just keeps comparing you to Usagi. You're my friend, Caduceus. I'm not trying to get in your pants, even if my brother seems convinced otherwise. I don't understand why he thinks I'm a stupid whore.
I think the only way I'd make him happy is if I left him alone forever, or I just never had anyone else. What am I supposed to do?