I've noticed, but, still- [He's going to poke at his chicken Parmesan.] Yeah, I, know. I'm just... trying to keep getting better, I guess.
It's hard not to feel a little lost when the only brother I have left decided to just drop me. So, I'm- [He sighs.] I'm not great with my words right now.
[Caduceus hums a thoughtful noise, allowing the quiet to hang between them for a moment, to let some of the tension ease, Breathing room is important in difficult conversations. It's brief, then,]
This is temporary. It feels like it's taking forever because you're used to a life with no space to breathe. You need to re-learn how to breathe, Leonardo.
[He fiddles with his fork, expression settling onto something tired and resigned.] I don't know if it was easier when I didn't have to think or not. At least I had a clear purpose, even if I didn't achieve it.
I'll tell you this: it does get easier, gradually. It's like forming a habit, or learning a new skill. It's hard at first. It's frustrating, painful. You might not think it's worth it. Over time, though, you get better at it. It can become second nature.
How dare you be reasonable when I'm emotionally all over the place? [That is clearly a joke on his part, enough of one to make Leonardo smile briefly.] I know you're right, I just... gotta keep pushing forward. Believing.
I'll still complain though. That is part of my turtle given rights.
[There is something deeply wrong with him, that Leonardo finds the threat a little attractive. He just pretends he's not into that by focusing anything else in the room.]
Not even allowed to be loud, I see how it is. Guess I can be well behaved.
I'll sneak in one howl, just you wait. [He teases back, fondness present enough in his voice.
As the meal wraps up, Leonardo will get up to grab his duffle bag to load up a few things in there. He likely tries to help clean up before being shooed off for his efforts.
He'll shoot off a text to Casey as he leaves with Caduceus.]
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It's hard not to feel a little lost when the only brother I have left decided to just drop me. So, I'm- [He sighs.] I'm not great with my words right now.
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This is temporary. It feels like it's taking forever because you're used to a life with no space to breathe. You need to re-learn how to breathe, Leonardo.
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Of course it was easier. That's what makes it so desirable. Most things worth pursuing aren't easy.
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I'll still complain though. That is part of my turtle given rights.
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[The right of refusal, hah. (He's also joking, mostly.)]
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[Smiling, threatening. Do not yowl in his house, turtle man.]
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Not even allowed to be loud, I see how it is. Guess I can be well behaved.
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Mmhm. I think we'll work out just fine.
[And then they were roommates~]
/gently wraps here
As the meal wraps up, Leonardo will get up to grab his duffle bag to load up a few things in there. He likely tries to help clean up before being shooed off for his efforts.
He'll shoot off a text to Casey as he leaves with Caduceus.]