steepwithdead | Folkmore

I'm not about to eat anywhere I'm living, it would complicate the 'living there' part.

[Practicality can be relied on most of the time with Sephiroth, at least.

And he didn't want to, besides.]

... And even if I have to accept what I am it doesn't mean I need to do any such thing as eat a planet, normal human diet seems to work just fine and has all my life. [It had to work, he'd put on a good four inches in height since arriving nearly a year ago.] And if I've reached nearly fifteen without the impulse, it may never arrive. Hybrids can have faulty natures.

"Faulty" seems a little harsh, but I get where you're coming from.

[Probably not the time for a nature-versus-nurture debate, either. Not that he has enough info for one anyway.]

If you ever feel that itch, do reach out again. More heads are better than one for problem solving on that scale. [The scale of planet-eating? Oh, yes.]

My current plan is to treat it like 'french fries' if it does suddenly appear. I may want to, but I know it's going to make me terribly ill so I better not. If I can resist a fry, which is very hard if you've never had them, I can probably resist that.

[What a bizarre thing to be optimistic about, it's one of the first little ribbons of confidence he's had this entire time. He loved deep fried things, especially salty ones. Deep fried things did not love him back, and unless he was very, very careful would pay for it later.

Eating planets is probably going to be the same level of bad idea indigestion.

Even thinking about them made him want them, but he didn't feel like getting sick today.]

.. I've probably kept enough of your time today, I think. If nothing else I've learned that purging my alien mother is not possible, so it's best to not bother pursuing that line of thought.

[And he's learned there is something else out there, something warm and loving, even when he was dying--]

[French fries are infinitely easier to stuff into your mouth than whole planets, too, Caduceus is pretty sure. So maybe that helps. Seems like a good enough tactic to start with, anyway. So you know, what? He nods. Sure, go for it. Kid seems to need more support and confidence, anyway.]

I'm sorry I wasn't able to give you what you wanted. I'll... keep thinking about this, see if there might be other options we could pursue. If purging it outright is too much, perhaps removing some of it could be attempted instead. Weakening its hold on you could make a difference without taking your life.

[He doesn't yet know a spell that could do that, but that doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Or that it can't be invented. Wizards create new spells for themselves all the time. He knows it's possible. The Wildmother's voice can't reach him here, so... he'll have to speak for himself.]

[The boy shakes his head; there's nothing to apologize for.]

Please don't apologize. I gained more than I thought I'd get, even if it wasn't what I originally sought. If nothing else, I now know one day I can actually stop, with the right means. And I'm very grateful for that.

[He'd been planning to try to find alternatives, like throwing himself and Jenova into a sun. Maybe there's other, less flammable ways to get it done. Nice ones, that don't hurt.]

But if something is found that I can make use of, I won't say no. Thirteen's opened the entirety of the universe to me, just because I haven't found an answer yet doesn't mean there isn't one to be found.

[It's beyond his scope of knowledge, though. He's no wizard, to invent new spells that might change one's very DNA.

As he slowly stands again, there's a moment of hesitation; he should go, but surely one last question..]

I don't know if when I die, my world will accept me into the Lifestream. I might be ... too alien. Do ... do you suppose, your Wildmother might?

[Caduceus shrugs. Whether he should apologize or not, he's already done it, so that's that. He is grateful that Sephiroth doesn't feel as if he's left empty-handed, though. Even without a full resolution, there is some progress that's been made, here.

The last question has him surprised at first, but it quickly transitions into another gentle smile.]

I've never known her to reject one who comes earnestly to her arms. It's not in her nature. [Little domain pun for you, ha ha.] I'm certain she would.

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