[It's definitely not intentional at all. And not even really about being asexual. There's brainwashing involved and it's a whole mess, especially when he is already on the ace spectrum, but not asexual specifically.
But he gives the question honest thought.]
i should clarify something... the concept of sexual(???) preferences is kind of new to me? i think some humans had sex for fun, but it was mostly for breeding purposes and highly monitored. so when it comes to sex, i knew i wouldn't ever get bred so i didn't concern myself with it.
i've felt that way about everything until now though... except kissing? i feel like it, it's fuzzy like i can't... like it's not mine but, i think... maybe? it's all muddled
cw: mention of mind alteration, dehumanization & human slavery (pets) also NSFW again
But he gives the question honest thought.]
i should clarify something... the concept of sexual(???) preferences is kind of new to me? i think some humans had sex for fun, but it was mostly for breeding purposes and highly monitored. so when it comes to sex, i knew i wouldn't ever get bred so i didn't concern myself with it.
i've felt that way about everything until now though... except kissing? i feel like it, it's fuzzy like i can't... like it's not mine but, i think... maybe? it's all muddled